monologue...

sometimes the toughest battle we fight is with ourselves.. and this is true for me most of the times. if anything goes wrong or not according to my wish, I try to blame someone else concealing the fact that it was actually me. no one else to blame for my own mistakes. when what to do actually when someone gets bored of himself? we can't just throw ourselves away or out of sight.. I can't keep myself apart from me..what to do, what to do ?!?!?!